i feel your pain.
[yea, our jw shows up in the most annoying places...]
Thats why my old friend made the conclusion,
[when she and I had a discussion about teachings a while back]. she said to me,
" if we leave, were misfits in society, our brains are one way, but we want it another, and at this point, were too old to start over'
she decided to abandon me, stick with the org, continue to go along,
of course shes 'weak'. she does what she wants.
Im all by myself in my quest, lol , there isnt a person I know that is an xjw. I just wish somehow i knew who had thoughts like mine at the old cong i went to.
ive heard of one in my area, but was never at all familiar with them.
but oddly id bank on at least half a dozen people at this site who know at least one if not more of my large still in jw extended family, they were quite the popular ones in the Pittsburgh area.