Ive been speaking with my wife and she feels that its the honest thing to do and just meet with the elders and tell them my thoughts and doubts. Not to rejoin but DA if i want. She brought out that its rude of us for them To expect us to do parts and think alls well, and the. Us keeping bailing out. So i think im going to be taken off the school and possibly meet with the elders. Ill approach it as questions like ive seen some do in youtube recordings of jc. Im not afraid really because she said shes behind me and doesnt give a damn if were labelled, itll just sharpen her desire to leave.
But i dont want to just do it and leave nothing for review ;-) so maybe ill record it.
Im over letting the org have control over my decisions but i do feel i owe it to the few brothers who are entrapped to attempt to reach them. If not, oh well. Life goes on.And without the fear of them convincing my wife to leave me, which weve discussed may happen, i dont feel any reason not to make something productive out of this.
Well see how things develop.
JP