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' I been out for like 10 years and to this day i have trouble saying the words "jehovah's witness." I avoid the subject all the time and i get weirded out when people say it. I have no clue why.'
Well, youve only been here less than a yr. Its possible that your sensitivity level will go down. Jehovah is like a huge snarling lion, that is about a mile high, who is said to be sitting on the earth, somewhere. Only problem is, nobody can see him. After a while, his size goes down. After a longer while, you realise hes just a little smurf type of little guy w a temper. Further, down the road, he simply pops out of existence, and you realize that he was merely something planted in your imagination, w fear and guilt. He never really existed, at all.
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