Roller Coater Emotions

by snare&racket 10 Replies latest jw friends

  • snare&racket
    snare&racket

    The roller coaster ride of leaving the JW.ORG cult....

    Guilt

    Fear

    Anger

    Disappointment

    Anger

    Less Guilty

    Happier

    Less Angry

    Thankful

    Lucky

    A bit angry again

    Dissapointed

    Regretful

    Empowered

    Happy

    At peace

    Happy

    At peace

    Happy

    At peace...

    Hilarity at what we once believed.

  • QuestioningEverything
    QuestioningEverything
    I think you have listed those perfectly.
  • ToesUp
    ToesUp
    I 100% agee! We will never be the same people that we were before we left. We are not bragging but we both feel we are better people. We can finally soar and not worry about what everyone will think.
  • Iown Mylife
    Iown Mylife

    Planting and potting guilt-free begonias by the hundreds, happy and peaceful, for sure.

    Marina

  • TTATT_Paladin
    TTATT_Paladin

    The snare&racket model of JW-TTATT Recovery.

    Spot on.

  • LoveUniHateExams
    LoveUniHateExams

    Glad to see that you've reached equilibrium at happy and at peace, Snare.

    Hopefully more of us who're TTATT-aware can reach happy/at peace and stay there.

  • maksutov
    maksutov
    True, but if you still have family in, the cycle can repeat from the beginning (minus the guilt).
  • ducatijoe
    ducatijoe

    We all , who have left, gone through many of your list.

    Keep going... it will get much better. Even great!

  • snare&racket
    snare&racket
    Damn, I forgot to add several 'horny' to the list.......... Fool!
  • freddo
    freddo
    No guilt here - No fear of Armageddy either. Still working on the anger I'm sad to say.

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