I felt like a baby learning to walk, falling and getting back up.Everything in my life was all of a sudden different, the way I looked at things , the things I did and said. I am at the toddler stage now, getting into everything !!!! I guess I am having the childhood I never had. But it is still hard seeing the jw and them still coming over occassionally and seeing them in town. Since we are not d/f or d/a it is just awkward. Plus I dont want to give them any reason to be able to d/f me, if I go , I want to do it myself d/a myself with a blaze of glory!! So trying not to get caught on somethings has been a pain in the ass. But really if they catch me, I dont really give a crap, I am ready!
When Leaving - what did you find hardest to do??
by lydia 21 Replies latest jw friends
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plmkrzy
Leave my horse behind.
The hardest thing to do AGAIN? Nothing! I was born and raised a JW.
I did not much of anything. I do remember as a kid when we celebrated the 4th of July. Thanksgiving. Thats about it.