Grandma is concerned about my spirituality, worried I don't use lingo like "Faithful Slave", "Annointed Elders", "Waiting on Jehovah, endure the bafflegabbing, prevaricating lying friends"
"You speak too much about love, use Jesus of Nazareth's name too much! You speak the way apostates speak!" Grandma is going out of her mind, she never goes out in field service, she thinks everyone approved by the Congregation is good association!
"I am afraid you are leaving Jehovah, your emphasis on Jesus Christ's love, sounds like former apostates I knew as a young woman! We are told to think of Jehovah at meetings, why do you bring Jesus's name up so much? I am worried you are going to be disfellowshiped!"
School started this week, I don't need crazy old women thinking I am evil because I don't fall lightly over external emphasis of the spiritual human. Grandma thinks if you are a aux, reg-pioneer, MS, elder or above, you are approved by Jehovah!
"I am afraid all you talk about is doing good deeds, the love of Jesus Christ, and Charity." You don't mention field service, meetings or assemblies anymore, are you going apostate?"
What the hell is wrong with her, I know it's brainwashing but I am the only JW who is willing to take care of her. All her kids have disfellowshiped her, so I am stuck taking care of her, being looked down on, while she thinks her kids who don't care if she is eating cat food, are the "holy ones"..
...OUTLAW