I hear what you're saying... my boyfriend and I were having this discussion just yesterday. I said it feels "weird" not to go to the Hall and so I was kind of "yearning" for some formality. He said that I should just give it more time and then if I still feel the need to "gather together" I can look into it then. It does take TIME to get out of the JW mindset. You might trying contacting a Universalist church. I believe that is where they allow you to worship in a very liberal manner, but they still have bible readings, etc. You can look up info on this movement at www.beliefnet.com. Good luck!