Welcome and some great advice from diamondiz and others. I've thought about the same thing for different reasons (to protect my family, a mother instinct) but I was so sick miserable before and told my husband to put me into psychiatric care if I ever returned --- not that he would/hopefully! I've a dear friend (ex-witness, also) who visits many churches and drops by a public talk at the hall once in awhile and insists they taught her the Bible (she works all the time and I need to meet up w/her for more lunch breaks --- I can't convince her to come on this site). She's already decided not to return from the way they treat her dressed in her pantsuits on her way to work after meetings. The elders corner her to hound her about her intentions and she is very evasive and says I'm just catching a public talk now and then. She and her husband (an elder at the time) left over a pedophile case in this same congregation --- an elder pedophile).
I think this board will keep you inspired for awhile. I have to say I think it's intriguing/exciting the members inside (can't think of the word --- ask Ynot need coffee) working underground against the cult.
LV101