I've been invited to a party by my co-worker and I'm going!
This is the first 'wordly' event I'll be attending since getting disfellowshipped. I'm a little scared and apprehesive but I'm also ready to get my life back. The party is nothing fancy just a few people (all in their forties) getting together for food, old school 80's music and good company.
I must admit, I was little scared to accept at first. Man, I had no idea how ingrained that JW's bull crap was in me until it was time for me to actually do something they spoke against. Associating with worldly people. I've only been in fully for 10 years, so I can't believe I was second guessing my own judgment. I really despise this cult because of the psychological damage I feel I've gone through by getting involved with these people.
Well, I've got to go, because these are the steps I need to take to heal myself and mental break-free from their dogma. On a more serious note, I also plan on enrolling in community college in the summer.