the more i learn, the less i know.
i have, a while back, mentioned this in a topic before. so sorry if i´m repeating myself.
as a jw, i thought i had a good understanding of the bible. but nowadays, i really do not know what to think.
for example: i compare the old and new testament, and say to myself "what´s the real manner of god?" on the one hand a wrathfull god, who would kill anyone in his way, and then you read jesus´words about loving kindness, forgiveness and so forth. i just don´t get the point.
also, if there is a true religion, why would god make it so damn complicated to understand? why would he allow false prophesies, and weird doctrines about blood and changing teachings??? i´m confused...........