sd-7, Casper, isaacaustin, AllTimeJeff, bluecanary, Chalam, snowbird, flipper, ETC.
I haven't been on here for a while and just wanted to say hello. Share some news...
I'm pregnant with my first baby boy. I haven't been going to the meetings very well recently just cause since the baby I hate living a fake life while having the responsibility of being a respectable mother.
My grandmother on my dad's side along with the rest of that side of the family wants nothing to do with me until I am a JW again and I know she still loves me and still thinks of me just has a bad way of showing it because of the shunning rule.
My JW mother and JW grandma on my mom's side are the only ones I will allow to see my baby freely because they know what true love is and still talk to me and treat me normal.
My sister I don't know what to think but I pretend she just lives to far away and has her own life. She has hurt me but this time I stand my ground now and will not put effert in showing my love as she shows me. I don't text her, call her, or write her... basicly how she treats me. I heard from mom that my sister wanted to visit last thurs. but I had plans (before I would have canceled just to see her) and now haven't heard about her visiting me since then... I'm not going to bring it up but act like I don't care to see her... basicly the way she treats me.
I basicly am able to move on from my toxic family and I feel ok about it. Yes we were so close but the religion and my "unforgivable" sins scar that. I have to move on, being honest with myself and happy with what I have for my unborn son! I'm very excited and happy!
