PES0210- Welcome to the board dear one. I'm so sorry you were treated horribly like that. That brother who put that guilt on you like that about being there when your dad is resurrected- should be shot on sight. The WT Society & Jehovah's Witnesses are one of the, if not THE most manipulative, mind controlling organization on this planet. As you found out the hard way- they destroy families, rape people's emotions, and turn them into mindless, emotionless robots ! It's disgusting. Please be assured of our warm affection and you've come to the right place to share your story. Many of us have been hurt badly by these unjust pack fools - so we totally empathize. Hang in there, life does et better outside the organization ! You will see - I promise
Why was I disfellowshipped?
by pes0210 15 Replies latest jw friends
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Cthulhu
The levels that these bastards stoop too never cease to amaze me. You're correct: there is no love in that organization and I will go a step further: there is no god for that organization outside of the GB. I knew a sister who attempted suicide and was brought before elders no more than two weeks later for not respecting the sanctity of life. Saddly, people's grevious situations are all too often used against them, as yours was with you. Stories like these bring me sadness as I realize that I once supported such tactics and such an organization. As several have said, I will say again: with time it will all become less burdensome. Try to recall the good times with your father. No matter how many comments you get from those brainwashed assholes, they can never take those moments away.
Shemhamforash!
Cthulhu
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cult classic
Pes0210 - I'm sorry you lost your dad. The cult mind definitely says and does strange things. Your dad loved you. That's the important thing to cling to.
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Open mind
Thanks so much for sharing your story.
I'm glad to hear that you have been able to move beyond and gain a healthy world view.
What's really bizzarre is that if the JW world view were accurate, then what the Bethelite told you actually was loving and in your best interest.
Sick, sick, sick.
All the best to you.
om
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pes0210
Thank You all for your gracias welcomings and you words of empathy, I wasnt expecting this really. To be honest I still havent gotten over the whole thing and I am traumatized over it... I really have been trying to forgive the people involved and mostly myself for allowing the organization to take so much of my soul and tears and energy. The worst thing in the world is when someone or group robs another of their right to choose what they do in life, its called freewill isnt it?
lots of love to you all!
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BabaYaga
Pes said:
lots of love to you all!
Lots of love right back atcha, pes0210!
Healing does come. Believe me. Reading and posting here helps a lot, no matter how long you've been out (at least that was certainly my experience!)
Love,
Baba.