yeah of course i wish i was not raised a dub, and even though i doubted since age 19, like an idiot i did not bail in 1995 when they took my main hope away....that should have been my dealbreaker and it did add to the reasons once i found out about our special and deceitful bible the NWT.
But my thought is "just how many things do they have to be wrong about before someone bails?".........then i thought of in illustration (used to love working on that point in the school)......lets say you are trying to get to certain place in NY City.......so you ask this old taxi driver who is on break how to get there, and of course he tells you he know right where it is....he says he know where every single thing is in NY....knows it better than the back of hand and that I am lucky to have found him cause there is prob not another person in town that could have given him directions to get to this place........so he tell me how to get there and he even writes it down......and off you go
you follow his directions to the letter and WTF?..........the place you were trying to get to is not there!.........so you backtrack all the way back to the taxi driver and let him know his directions were wrong......and finally he kinda halfway admits he was off a bit, but hey....he's imperfect but NOW he knows EXACTLY the directions that will get me where i need to go......I feel better and head off following his directions.....and ya....once again the directions seem wrong..........so how many times would I keep going back to the same taxi driver for directions??????????
Would it be two, three four, twelve?????.........and at what point would the taxi driver admit "ya know pal......I really thought I knew the directions to get you there, but is kinda apparent now.....I dont have a flukkin clue how to get you there, but I do know that is a very nice place....and you will really like whenever you get there"................................oompa
I may share that with my dad, wife, and friends.......but still kinda wish I would stop trying to make them see the real truth......they hate that and my wife still crys........and BTW....last Sunday during one or our forbidden discussions (we try to avoid JW things).......she lost it and nearly knocked my head off twice...(a first)