Thanks again for all the advice.
Had the big meeting and things actually went really well.
I wanted to avoid attacking the Society at first and focus on my discouragement and burn out.
Quoted the WT from Sunday and told him this is exactly how I feel: "I have grown numb and become crushed to an extreme degree; I have roared due to the groaning of my heart. My own heart has palpitated heavily, my power has left me, and the light of my own eyes also is not with me." -Ps. 38:8,10.
To my surprise, all he did was quote a few things from the article and a few scriptures and asked if there was anything he could do.
It seemed that he was pleased that I didn't express 'Truth' issues but that it is just emotional issues so I figured why mix it up now and bring crap up.
He left asking if I can at least try to hit ONE Sunday meeting a month but he'd still like to see the girls try to go!
Holy crap! I think I dodged a bullet by not jumping the gun and revealing my apostate side.
So basically, as far as family, I am OUT as much as I want to be!
Now what shall I do with my freedom???
Last worry, of course, is my wife who has agreed to take my girls and then I have to explain it to them. It's gonna be hard on her.
Last thought is that I can now advise others to try the emotionally discouraged route before blasting the Society or God. It has kept the peace for me anyway.
Thanks again for all the support!