That is very sad. I mean if you think about it, once you've left all that you knew behind and if everyone shuns you, life is very very lonely, if it continues that why you are plagued by all sorts of things I'm sure - I know when I made my exist is was a maddening time - I felt as if I was going insane. There were many very lonely nights, constant crying, constant "pangs of distress". If you don't have a support base I'm sure one can think along the lines of suicide - it get's too much to bare.