To All that have responded:
Thank you for your kind and encouraging words.
I have been going through something of a personality adjustment....change....my college counsler said my "periphial vision" was improving....not so much tunnel vision.
I thought her comment made sense in an ex-JW situation: we had/have such narrow vision: blinders were on so long. It caused/is causing us to miss a lot of information and opportunitites....especiallly those of us that are older....I turned 53 on the eleventh of April.....
I hope to post now and then....
Take care, everyone..
V