We all start out as children, uninformed and totally impressionable. Our parents get first crack at us and glue down the first layers in our pyramid of thought.
Like going to church, accepting Jesus as our savior etc.
So we have a choice forced upon us before we have the acuity in which to make a rational decision for ourselves.
Lke making a rational decision to reject belief systems in the supernatural entities of any kind.
So I break away from the church and make a rational decision to become one of Jehovah's Witnesses for 30 years which turned out not to be so rational afterall.
I then learn the truth about the truth through the internet, books, personal experiences and the many exchanges here on JWD. discussion forum since 2002 and some six years and 3,000 post later.
I do the fade and finally move away from the world headquarters. I read and read and read, many of the books recommended here. Looking at the two camps of scholars for and against whatever topic is being discussed.
My final rational descision is to let the mystery be , until better evidence presents itself. I just want to live each moment as it comes and shut my mind off all of this. I'm brain weary and my mind does get boggled, I can't wrap my mind or brain around all of this anymore. I'll be 63 years old June 02,2008. It's time for me to settle down and just let the mystery be. I wish the best for all of you who are still searching and for those who have found what they are searching for. Thanks for everything all you have done here for me. I'm not going anywhere, I will still be checking in.