hmike:
So what do you do when your heart and mind don't agree? What if you intuitively see something as true, but reasoning doesn't support it? Should reason be a tool, or should it rule?
In situations like that, I'd change the object of your belief to something else and see how personal opinion changes. For example, you may see green aliens in the street as true, even though reasoning doesn't support it. You may think you have a personal relationship with an orbiting telepathic computer sent up by NASA, even though reasoning doesn't support it. If you're consistent, and apply the same level of skepticism to a god, then you may be wise to question your feelings about that too.