Hello everyone!
It's been quite a while since I last posted. I thought I would update everyone on my progress. This year has been better than last. I'm finally somewhat stable. I've been at my current job for 10 months, and I've lived in my apartment since July. After having moved 9 times in the past 2 years, it's nice to finally be stable! Even so, I've experienced a lot of ups and downs, especially relationship wise. It's been so hard for me to shake my Witness mentality. I was always concerned with what people thought of me, and wanting to make people happy that I sacrificed my own happiness. I still do that, except now that I'm in "the real world" people take me for granted all the time. I feel like I've been chewed up and spit out.
The good thing is that I'm seeing a psychologist and hopefully I can get to the bottom of my issues.
If anyone has any advice, it will as always be greatly appreciated. It's nice to just let it out!