Will someone please tell me things will get better for me. I know I'm going to end up filing for a divorce in the near future, and I've already moved out. But I feel terribly guilty, as I was not really in love when I married my spouse 3 years ago--and he is ending up to be such a mess for me financially and emotionally. He has so much baggage and problems, most of which I was unaware when we got married. He owes about $120,000 to the DA for child support, he changes jobs ALL the time, he has diabetes that he doesn't take seriously, he was sexually abused growing up, and due to his blood sugar and our marital issues--we are only intimate every few months. Whatever feelings and caring I felt toward him before have totally vanished because I am fed up and don't even like him right now. He just got served with an eviction notice, which has my name on it also.
He wants to get a loan with a lien on our car to catch up. We've had financial problems since day one of our marriage, and I was able to bail us out because twice I received large lump sums of money from property and inheritance.
Anyway, I just needed to vent. I already have an apartment for me and my 2 kids, but it's hard for me to sever the ties. I did not want a divorce 3 months ago when I got my apartment but now I do. I just need to be strong, but it's so hard. And he's trying to make me feel guilty by keep telling me that marriage is supposed to be through thick and thin.
Anybody out there who's been through a recent divorce, do you have any comforting words for me? I feel so damn depressed.