my sons wonderfull heart

by ajsmama 7 Replies latest jw friends

  • ajsmama

    So last night I was crying in my room so bad that my 5 year old heard me, even though I was trying to be quiet. He then started looking around the house for something shaped like a heart. He found a little heart shaped pendant and started rubbing it on his chest, then he started rubbing it on mine. When I asked him what he was doing, he said "im giving you my heart momma, cuz I dont want yours to hurt anymore. I think that nobody likes heart burn"

    How lucky am I !? We might have been left by some jehovah lovin fool but Im the one who gets to stay and take in my wonderful boys. Now my five year old isnt his, but my four month is. And maybe it is good that he left while he was so young, so he wont remember any of this nonsence. I just think that hes gonna make the love for my boys all the more sweeter, and the love for the next REAL man I get all the more cherished.

    I really am starting to think that hes doing me more good than harm by walking out!!!!!!!!!

  • tall penguin
    tall penguin

    That's a wonderfully intuitive and empathetic little boy you've got there. Cherish him.
    And I think you've got a great attitude regarding your current situation. In my experience it's better to be on your own than with someone who doesn't want to be with you (for whatever reason that is). Yes, he did you a favour. You have two beautiful children. You are blessed. Big hugs to you.
    tall penguin

  • Robdar

    Children are a blessing. What a sweet little man you've got.

    Keep your chin up because you are correct, that fool did you a favor when he left. I wish you well and a speedy recovery from your broken heart. (((((Ajsmama)))))


  • Seeking Knowledge
    Seeking Knowledge

    Aren't 5 year olds great?? Your son does have a wonderful heart and they will both be there to help you along this new path you're on. Keep your chin up!


  • freedomlover

    What a kid you got there!!

    kids are so intuitive aren't they??

    I hope you are doing better. You sound like you and your boys are going to get through this and do WONDERFUL!

    You're a good momma - your boys are lucky you are so smart!

  • Sad emo
    Sad emo

    So sweet

    You can usually rely on a young child to tell it like it is.

    I pray that both will be a continued source of blessing and happiness to you, even in the dark times.

  • Dr Jekyll
    Dr Jekyll

    I lost a 5 month old baby a few weeks back. I know I would give anything to have him back, yet your boyfriend just got up and left your 4 month old. Your boyfriend is scum!

    I really am starting to think that hes doing me more good than harm by walking out!!!!!!!!!

    You're right, you are so right. You don't need that loser in your lives, he'll just drag you down to his level.



  • jojochan
    I really am starting to think that hes doing me more good than harm by walking out!!!!!!!!!

    He is.


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