NOrmally I am fine but a glass and a half of wine and my heart is breaking.
The irony of it is is that I was as lonely as this in the congregation.
I feel overwhelmed with life and never seem to get anywhere or get anything done.
God, I sound pitiful. I really do have a lot to be happy for but I live up on a mountain in Vt and have almost no association as I have been house bound for so damn many years.
Guess I had better get out and socialize a bit, huh?
I work from home as well which although can be good in one sense it can also contribute to intense isolation.
My yahoo pm is cabininthewoodsvt if anyone ever gets a chance to chat online. I just realized that the witnesses do NOT have the truth in January of this year so I guess that I am still in shell shock. But I had not gone to the hall for years so I have lost touch with everyone. I can not believe that after 33 yrs with them that the last few they just forgot me. I tried to get them to allow phone contact and they said no... even though I said that I woulld pay for it. Ooii!!!!i. I
usually am not like this... really. I just need to get it out.
Thank you for allowing me to join you and vent.
Mary who lives in that damned cabin on that damned mountain in Vt.