Maybe what some people need is to get away from all of it. My business is going well, but today it is snowing so I can’t work. I spent time reading some posts from people I know or like, and it took me somewhere I can only describe as “back”, and brought tears.
Sometimes I feel guilty because I’m not saying anything or even keeping up with anyone anymore for the most part, but I also find myself thinking less about the bad things that happened to me as well as the things I’ve done, and more about the future and great things yet to come. I don’t want to think about “them” anymore, they took enough of my life.
So I don’t really know why I’m saying this other than to maybe relieve my own conscience for kind of walking away or turning my back on anyone. Some of you guys I used to talk to all the time, and I’ve even had the pleasure of meeting a few great people. Now I’m all caught up in my own life…and sometimes I feel selfish for it.
Just don’t think I don’t remember you or that it doesn’t matter to me how you all are doing, because it does.