I posted a while back about some stuff going on with my boyfriend. The update is, it's in his best interests to move back to NY.
I can't afford the apartment on my own, so I will be...I have no idea what I'm doing. The easiest thing is to move back in with my dad, but he is living in a room in a house which is not in the nicest area of my hometown.
I could possibly move in with my aunt who lives in CT, I'm sure if I asked her she would let me stay until I got myself together, but she is very close with my mom, and my mom will be glad to hear that I'm suffering because I've left Jehovah (yuck!).
At first I was really depressed, and I thought some terrible thoughts, but now I'm just enjoying the time left with my boyfriend (we aren't breaking up). I'm confused about where to go and what to do, but something will work out, I'm sure. It has to. I think.
Just wanted everyone to know where I was at in life!