I will go on, from the prompting of friends. I was a mess at the age of 13. I got baptized, and was a really good kid, but was a horny son-of-a-biotch. I learned masturbation early. I was somewhat sexualized at a young age by a girl that was abused as a young child. She wanted things from me that I knew were not kosher with the Org. She wanted me to get "jiggy" with her. (trying to keep this clean enough). She lived in the neighborhood, and wanted me to do it with her in a secluded area. I didn't totally understand sex, but from the shit I heard at the KH, I knew it wasn't good. She wanted me to stick my "thing", in her pee pee.
I went home and whacked off. I knew I was going to die at Armaggedon; woe for the boys with hormones. And Jesus Christ, did I like the girls at my Hall!
JK