He was blown away but what I showed him regarding the Society's deception on a wide range of issues. He is someone who faded but is now trying to come back. He is having a hard time because of depression and stuff, so I thought showing him the stuff would free him from the guilt he feels by no living up to "Jehovah's supposed standards".
It looks like he talked to someone about it (keeping me confidential), and this is what he had to say. (Ignore the homophobic joking in the first sentence ..heheh):
Hi ***.
I hope you're doing well. I see you recently joined *******.com....me too, just joined Saturday. Sent a request to you for to be my gay internet butt friend.
I've listened to your song a couple more times recently. Now I understand the lyrics and where you're coming from. That song is sad. I've been there so many times myself, it's ridiculous. I relate completely. Listen, I'm not going to go into some long thing through email about the bible with you. I love you too much for that. Really. I know we haven't been close for many years, but the residual unity we shared in highschool lingers with me. You're a good guy.
That said, I really think that if you have these questions about the society, and you truly want them answered, you should take them to a mature brother...someone whom you can trust. I'm trustworthy, but honestly, I know shit about what the society teaches and know relatively little about the bible...and...I'm a ** year-old possessed by the immaturity of a 19 yo. I'm not sure what your motivations were for researching the society's teachings in the first place...maybe subtle doubt...and maybe, because you don't really want to follow all the society's teachings. Maybe because there's some things in the "world" you'd like to taste, but feel guilty about doing while simutaneously attending meetings and witnessing. I honestly don't know. But, I'll tell you a little something about myself.
I'm a selfish bastard. I'm also a very caring person, but selfish. I take a lot after my father. *shrugs* Whaddya expect, right? Anyway, a major part of what's kept me aloof from the society is the fact that I've wanted to live my life the way I want. I've loved tasting the short-lived pleasures of the flesh. But to be honest, for the most part...this has only brought me heartache and many a sleepless night. I've found many alternatives to what the society teaches, religious and otherwise, but they've never brought me peace of mind. Just a thought.
Anyway, if you want to talk again, maybe this weekend, let me know.
Regards,
-ithinkisee