I am moving and still at my old house are boxes of the literature I had put away last July. That was when I made my decision not to go back ever again to the Kingdom Hall. When I boxed up all the Watchtowers and Awakes for the past few years and all books and literature (many dating from when I first received my own copies of literaure (baptized 74, but raised since a child), I think I put them away because when I decided to stop, it wasn't because I didn't think it was the true religion, it was because I personally couldn't live that life any more. So I felt as if it was sacred materials. I didn't want to look at them any more, but I also couldn't find it in my strength to throw them away.
Now six months later my attitude is different. I no longer believe this is the true religion. The question is, what to do with these books and magazines. I don't personally care to ever open a book or magazine again to read.. and yet should I just throw them? The boxes are heavy and I just don't know if I want to bother to carry them to move to the new house. ahem.. it is so tiring moving... I don't know I am making good decisions here.. I have only 3 weeks till I have to be out of my place and in the new one.
I thought I read somewhere a while back that you can buy such stuff on ebay?? do people really buy this stuff?