Just Realized I Lost a Dream

by Sassy 18 Replies latest members private

  • Sassy
    Sassy

    When I read the thread just started about not growing old, it dawned on me, wow.. I really might get old.. and die..now that my brainwashed beliefs are parting from my head.. but then I took it a step farther.. You see I know that some JWs aren't sure about sex eventually on the paradise earth.. that once all the earth is filled that desire for sex would probably be taken away. I never for a second thought that. I thought this was one of the greatest gifts given us, why would a loving God, take that pleasure away?

    So I always said.. Wait till we are perfect.. imagine what the perfect orgasm is.. perfect sex is.. it was one of those awesome thoughts I couldn't wait for..

    And I just realized...now that my beliefs in JW prophecy explanation has changed.. waaaah I wont get to experience that!

    Guess it will just have to be perfected with a lot of experience.. huh

    ~~Sassy~~

  • bikerchic
    bikerchic
    Guess it will just have to be perfected with a lot of experience.. huh

    ~~Sassy~~

    Naaa, just find the right guy........your true soul mate then all your dreams will come true everytime!Blowing Kisses


    KateButterfly With Cocoon

  • notperfectyet
    notperfectyet


    Sassy,

    LOL, you have just started your joruney out of brainwashedum,

    We will die, scary thought and not so scary once you realize who we thought we would have to live forever with....

    Luv you girl...

  • Eric
    Eric

    Sassy,

    You were looking forward to an endless stream of perfect orgasms to go along with your endless stream of perfectly fulfilling days of unbounded enjoyment, delivered by an endlessly unfatiguing perfect man with the perfect delivery of his perfectly unflagging perfect fleshy member?

    A laudable goal, indeed. If it were on the table, who wouldn't pioneer 'till the end?

    What we really get are bits of perfection on some days, and sometimes entire days of close to perfection.

    It's not so bad to recognise a "little pop" as a perfect little pop.

    Not so tough to have an "almost perfect" big whoo-haa, when you know you've got this life to get better at it. Maybe there's an even better big one waiting just next week.

    Being gifted with perfect sex might be less exciting than striving to seek something that hits hard and comes as a surprise.

    But that's just me.

    Eric

  • czarofmischief
    czarofmischief
    If it were on the table

    Perfect sex is on the table? And, here, I've been working in the shower...

    CZAR

  • Phantom Stranger
    Phantom Stranger

    Hey, I was told that there would be no sex in the new system as a means of population control. And they wondered why I left after my first sexual encounter...

    The way the WTS treats women, I'm amazed you thought that Jehovah was in favor of female orgasms...

  • Sassy
    Sassy
    Guess it will just have to be perfected with a lot of experience.. huh

    ~~Sassy~~

    Naaa, just find the right guy........your true soul mate then all your dreams will come true everytime

    Actually I did meet the right guy bikerchick.. and my dreams there have come true.. however....

    LOL, you have just started your joruney out of brainwashedum,

    We will die, scary thought and not so scary once you realize who we thought we would have to live forever with....

    Notperfectyet, thanks my friend. I laughed when I read your comment.. you are so right.. some people would be very difficult to live forever with. and yes I have only begun this clearing of my brainwashed brain.. Little things keep hitting me and it dawns on me I don't know what I believe or look to see now. It has been enlightening but losing some dreams puts a slight.. ahhhh ok.. on it..

    You were looking forward to an endless stream of perfect orgasms to go along with your endless stream of perfectly fulfilling days of unbounded enjoyment, delivered by an endlessly unfatiguing perfect man with the perfect delivery of his perfectly unflagging perfect fleshy member?

    Yes, Eric, that pretty much describes in very wonderful detail thank you. the dream I just lost.. damn.. it sure sounds good..

    Perfect sex is on the table? And, here, I've been working in the shower...

    Well, czarofmischief, the shower can be an awful lot of fun too..

    Hey, I was told that there would be no sex in the new system as a means of population control. And they wondered why I left after my first sexual encounter...

    I was told that too Phantom Stranger. Didn't buy it though.. Refused to buy it.. Even now my bf who believes we will go to heaven and also lose the sexual desires/needs, I argue with.. if I have to lose it.. I wont go!

    The way the WTS treats women, I'm amazed you thought that Jehovah was in favor of female orgasms...

    Well I'd like to think I have always had a brain.. and if we were only meant to produce children.. then why give the woman an orgasm at all? oh.. no.. orgasms are too good just to be taken away.. other wise I would be the first one to start a revolt!!

    Put THAT in your pipe and smoke it. B*tch.
    were you calling me a b*tch breakingbenjamin??
  • Sassy
    Sassy

    ahh.. gotchaya..

    I was trying to imagine how my dream of the perfect sexual experience would cause me to be called a b*tch...

  • Piph
    Piph

    ((((sns))))

    It's sad to think about all the false hopes the org put before us that now we have to deal with losing. I had tons of plans for the New System and now I have to figure out how I'm going to do them all before I die. (I'm sure as hell going to try! :D Well, the space travel thing might be a little difficult...but the org was never very pro-space travel...) Anyway.

    One thing about trying to achieve the perfect orgasm is...you'll sure have fun trying! 8-D

  • tink
    tink

    my only dream for the new system was to have a lion that could pet and feed and teach tricks. you were much more imaginative than i was! ;)

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