Reading many posts about Field Service over the last few years almost always reveals an almost "disgust" for the door-to-door work ... admissions by ex-JWs of hating it "all along," but doing it out of pressure. When I first left the religion in 1992, I don't recall all the hatred of Field Service by ex-JWs ... mostly I heard of ex-JWs feeling weird not doing it anymore, or wondering if now a different message should be carried under another banner. Myself, I never hatred the work, just began to feel it was useless.
Then it dawned on me that 95% of those who hated Field Service were either raised JWs, or became JWs after 1975, especially from the early 1980s onward. Talking to ex-JWs who were in the religion prior to 1975, their feelings about Field Service seem to be mostly neutral. I even know of a few of these who continued going door-to-door after they became ex-JWs ... only they now changed the message.
The difference seems to be with the reasons for going door-to-door in the first place. Prior to 1975, the times were "urgent" ... Armageddon was due by October 1975 ... and time was getting sooooo short ... lives were literally at stake ... we started with our relatives because we wanted them to survive Armageddon and live forever in paradise ... we gave up saving money or getting ahead financially, because in just a few years, the entire old system would be gone ... and we wouldn't have need for such worldly wealth. It was not a matter of peer pressure, though there was some of that ... it was a matter of motivation. Like warning people to get out of a burning building, the "urgency" made us want to get into Field Service.
The post-1975 JWs and ex-JWs are a different breed. They are the same good people ... but I never before considered how the lack of motivation of a date like 1975 could make the Field Service seem more of an act of peer pressure than an act of urgency. It stands to reason that after 1975 passed than new JWs and those raised in the religion would be governed by different pressures. I wonder what kept me going until 1992? Well, the beginning of 1992 ... because by then I was in the quiet exit stages ... and I was able to fake Field Service by just turning in time studying with family, and return visits.
JW Motivations After 1975: The sense of urgency continued for a time as we were all believing that we were living on borrowed time ... that is, Jehovah would have ended the system in 1975, but he was keeping the door open for a few more ... then by the early 1980s, when it was clear that the end was not coming when we thought, the motivation was to keep on doing all we could because the end of the "Last generation" was closing in, and Armageddon would have to be soon, though we no longer had a date in view.
By 1992 I no longer could see the last generation, and I no longer cared. I was leaving the religion, so any sense of feeling motivated by anything, even peer pressure, didn't phase me ... so, I guess that JWs today go door-to-door for some other reason(s) ... but what could possibly motivate them beyond peer pressure has me stumped ... and to hear of all the hatred of the Field Service is starting to make some sense and strongly suggest that JWs in general are no longer motivated ... and, finally, judging from the lack of seeing them out door-to-door also suggests that the Field Service work is not being participated in as much.
It used to be fun thinking the end was near and that we were being used by God, like a giant collective Latter-Day Prophet Class doing work like that of Jeremiah or Ezekiel ... but then, it used to be fun thinking there was a Santa Clause or an Easter Bunny until the JWs took all the fun out of that too. Somehow, we just grow up, and discover there are truly serious things in life besides what we did as JWs or as children.
Edited by - Amazing on 16 September 2002 9:57:59