Born-in, baptized as a teen, now in fifties. Most of my life I dreamed of hugging pandas and lions, punctuated at times by thoughts of Armageddon and JW drama/politics. Still going through the motions for still-in wife. I started to wake up in 2010, dozing on and off until 2014. I was slapped wide awake by the notorious Tony Tight Pants Rant at the Annual Meeting. I am mentally free of FOG and one of my dreams is to be physically free of this mind controlling cult.