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MsGrowingGirl20
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Confidential Body of Elder Letters from 1981 through 2006
by Elsewhere inhere it is guys.
this is what darth frosty was talking about in his post the other day (http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/149460/1.ashx).
this is a collection of confidential letters from the watchtower society that were sent to the bodies of elders in the years 1981 through 2006. these are the letters that you were never meant to see or read.. there's all sorts of information in them ranging from the boring and mundian to instructions about how to handle child molesters.. many thanks to darth frosty and others (who i'm not sure can be named) who worked very hard and took risks to collect and scan the information.
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i am a regular pioneer in my cong reading crisis of conscience.here goes...
by MsGrowingGirl20 ini'm on page 90 right now...the info is definitely new and gives me a totally diff view as to how i used to think of faithful and discreet slave.
i was thoroughly disgusted with the way the brothers handled the oral sex and leadership problem and the insight on the scriptures book...... still have alot of questions though.
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MsGrowingGirl20
ohmygosh.....i was asked to handle a demonstration at the meeting and i don't know if i should....i am soooo unsure about everything.....gosh!!
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i spoke with an elder about university
by MsGrowingGirl20 inhe always tells me that i've adopted him as a father...we're pretty close.
i spoke with him asking for some advice about whether or not to pursue my degree.he, to my surprise, couldn't give me his opinion.he told me that if he tells me how he really feels (he says he has some strong views on the matter) he may be disciplined for 'promoting higher education'....in effect he was telling me to go ahead and pursue my degree but not really saying it.
he asked me to promise him that i'll speak to the presiding overseer and the circuit overseer....i haven't as yet.
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MsGrowingGirl20
he always tells me that i've adopted him as a father...we're pretty close. I spoke with him asking for some advice about whether or not to pursue my degree.He, to my surprise, couldn't give me his opinion.He told me that if he tells me how he really feels (he says he has some strong views on the matter) he may be disciplined for 'promoting higher education'....in effect he was telling me to go ahead and pursue my degree but not really saying it. he then went on to apologise for not being able to answer straight forward but he said that there are many things in the org that he's confused about (i thought if your confused, then who am i?!!)
He asked me to promise him that i'll speak to the presiding overseer and the circuit overseer....i haven't as yet. after reading the first 50 pages in crisis of conscience i made up my mind last week....this is crazy!!!! there is no bible principle! nothing! so what, i cant serve Jehovah while in university?!! come on! u can hardly get a job without a degree....so i applied and i GOT THROUGH!!!! why was i giving MEN so much control over my life?
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i am a regular pioneer in my cong reading crisis of conscience.here goes...
by MsGrowingGirl20 ini'm on page 90 right now...the info is definitely new and gives me a totally diff view as to how i used to think of faithful and discreet slave.
i was thoroughly disgusted with the way the brothers handled the oral sex and leadership problem and the insight on the scriptures book...... still have alot of questions though.
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i am a regular pioneer in my cong reading crisis of conscience.here goes...
by MsGrowingGirl20 ini'm on page 90 right now...the info is definitely new and gives me a totally diff view as to how i used to think of faithful and discreet slave.
i was thoroughly disgusted with the way the brothers handled the oral sex and leadership problem and the insight on the scriptures book...... still have alot of questions though.
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MsGrowingGirl20
if it's a cult----then it's from Satan....then Jehovah is not happy nor would he ever be happy if we stay...if its loyalty to God and not an organization that compelled you to step down then i CANNOT BELIEVE that this is the point to which loyalty to God has brought u. to me, loyalty to Jehovah would be seperating oneself from anything that defames His name or anything thats devilish,trying to help others also but doing all these despite the cost.....
'the price of leaving is greater than the pice of staying'
how could that be true if leaving is out of faithfullness to Jehovah? obviously the motive is not faithfullness to Jehovah....what's your motive?
i have not reached the point where i'm sure that this isn't his organization....i'm shocked at what i'm learning though
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i am a regular pioneer in my cong reading crisis of conscience.here goes...
by MsGrowingGirl20 ini'm on page 90 right now...the info is definitely new and gives me a totally diff view as to how i used to think of faithful and discreet slave.
i was thoroughly disgusted with the way the brothers handled the oral sex and leadership problem and the insight on the scriptures book...... still have alot of questions though.
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MsGrowingGirl20
i've noticed that alot of the comments have nothing to do with God.....Have u became bitter? do u all still believe in God? How do u worship Him if at all? Have u found Jehovah's true followers if not witnesses? Do u feel at peace with God? Are u happy? Do u have any doubt that u made the right decision? If this is not the truth then why are some of u still 'fading'? why condone untruth? Would God be happy if this isn't the truth and yet u still atempt to condone and fade?
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My Experience Growing Up in the Watchtower
by Eiben Scrood ini thought i'd relate my experience here.
can others relate to it?
does it sound familiar?.
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MsGrowingGirl20
wow....are u disfellowshipped?
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i am a regular pioneer in my cong reading crisis of conscience.here goes...
by MsGrowingGirl20 ini'm on page 90 right now...the info is definitely new and gives me a totally diff view as to how i used to think of faithful and discreet slave.
i was thoroughly disgusted with the way the brothers handled the oral sex and leadership problem and the insight on the scriptures book...... still have alot of questions though.
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MsGrowingGirl20
Just browsing the web to see how others felt about the not going to university policy because i dont agree or understand why and stumbled upon this site
@ Palm
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i am a regular pioneer in my cong reading crisis of conscience.here goes...
by MsGrowingGirl20 ini'm on page 90 right now...the info is definitely new and gives me a totally diff view as to how i used to think of faithful and discreet slave.
i was thoroughly disgusted with the way the brothers handled the oral sex and leadership problem and the insight on the scriptures book...... still have alot of questions though.
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MsGrowingGirl20
wow....i'm trying to put everything together along with my watchtower library----things are sooo not adding up,nothing is mentioned in the library except the announcement that he's no longer a member....who'd have thunk that this is what i'd be doing after a long morning preaching....i'm so scared.... but i'm prayin to Almighty God and i know He'll direct me if i need to be directed.....and YES He does answer prayers!!!
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i am a regular pioneer in my cong reading crisis of conscience.here goes...
by MsGrowingGirl20 ini'm on page 90 right now...the info is definitely new and gives me a totally diff view as to how i used to think of faithful and discreet slave.
i was thoroughly disgusted with the way the brothers handled the oral sex and leadership problem and the insight on the scriptures book...... still have alot of questions though.
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MsGrowingGirl20
i'm on page 90 right now...the info is definitely new and gives me a totally diff view as to how i used to think of faithful and discreet slave. i was thoroughly disgusted with the way the brothers handled the oral sex and leadership problem and the insight on the scriptures book...... still have alot of questions though