Raised a JW son of Elder Father and Pioneer Mother. Almost a "double life" as a kid (I did bad things often). Left for a short while (moved to Colorado with DF cousin) at age 19. Came back tried to ignore my doubts, married JW wife. Became a MS. Had Kids. Stopped ignoring my doubts. "Stepped down" as a MS. Stopped going as much. Confesed to wife I didn't believe (she had doubts as well). Now Fading with wife since we have family that are JW's. Been about 2 year since we have been to a hall.