I was raised in the truth but ran away at 16 due to an unhappy homelife.(i will leave it at that)After being married at 19 i came back, i always believed because that was all i knew.I have had the elders poking at my life forever. To make a long story short i found out they are just men with their own set of doctrines to push on people who let them.A big publishing empire set to rival the largest pub house.Oh well they took 30 years of my life in the form of constant guilt and feeling ashamed of not doing more. IM out now and lookin to get on with this thing called life.