Oh man, I woke up this morning with my heart pounding like mad. After reading the post "Diary of an Armageddon Survivor" http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/69898/1.ashx the other day, it really played on my mind and I found it depressing and frightening at how accurate the diary would be if only JWs survived Armageddon and I actually had a freakin' dream about it last night. I dreamt that I was back where I had grown up and saw all my dead school mates on the side of the road and that my parents were dead too (apparently for not going out in Service enough before the big battle). My sister, who died years ago, was there again, dead in front of me; why, I do not know. I started to cry. We were all at the Kingdom Hall and the prick of an overseer (who somehow managed to survive even though he's a sleazoid pimp) was delegating work to everyone around, just like in that post.
It was one of those dreams that are VERY real, and I remember feeling very depressed in that dream thinking 'is this what paradise is going to be like forever?'
Anyone else ever dream about something like this, or am I just losing my marbles??