EDITED CHAT CONVO
amanda says:
how do u prove other energies that you cannot touch see or feel
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you see, i AM like a child always wondering why
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if i tell u this
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you will think i am nuts
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totally and utterly nuts
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ok before my mother died
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i was sitting on my bed
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messing with my tarot cards
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put them away and wrapped them in a black cloth
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well first i put them in thier box
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then wrapped them
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then i got up and walked to my closet suddenly
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something grabbed them
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and i almost fell forward
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holding onto my cards
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some cards when flying out
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as if they were ripped from my hands
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3 landed on my VERY cluttered desk -- flew SIDEWAYS
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and landed perfectly straight face up as if they were carefully placed
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face up
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i looked at them
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Death, 10 of Swords and Judgement -- the 3 cards that predict death ONLY if shown together
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i got a chill
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and my house lights flickered for a moment
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and i knew
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at that moment
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my mother was going to die
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the next day
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i went to the hospital
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and a woman
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was in my mother's hospital room
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mind you my mom is always in the hospital
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and she came up to me -- looked me square in the eye and said
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with a firm handshake
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I am Janis, i am here to pick up my mother
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my real mother's name was Janis -- and my grandparents (her mom) adopted me
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another strange lady
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walked into the room
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and mom my looked at her
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and she said WOW you look just like my sister Lillian who passed away
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she said
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I am here to watch over you to make things comfortable for you
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and to tell youa
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we are waiting
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then she left
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mom and i were like OK
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then
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i left the hospital
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and was in the hospital parking lot
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and an old man who works for the hospital
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drives a golf cart to take people
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to their cars
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he told me and Emmie to hop in
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one look at him and i freaked
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he looked JUST LIKE my mom's father (grandma mom)
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he saida
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your daughter looks just like you
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must be a family trait
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(all us look the same -- my grandma-mom, janis-mom, me and emmie) (i have 2 mothers as i was adopted and my Janis-mom died when i was 3)
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then
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he said
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My name is Obie
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i come to take people to where it is that they are going
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her father's name was Obie
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i about died
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right there
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then
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the night my mother died
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i was sitting at work
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and suddenly
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i began to cry
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and i i knew my mom had passed
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5 minutes later
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there was a phone call
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and my dad said
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she is gone now
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i went to see her
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boy was i a mess
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and
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the nurse
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was there
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and she said
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i want to give you a message
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i want to tell you because i know your father will not because he is a JW
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and she said cause of my tattoos she knew ia was not
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she said
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before my mother died
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she talked to God
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and she looked up
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and she had a real live conversation
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and she told God
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she was ready now
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and that
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she could see
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the light
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and she cried
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and she said
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but what are Jack and Amanda going to do
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without me
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and she said
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father knows best
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after silence
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the nurse
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walked in so mom could see her
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gave her morphine
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then dad came
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and 10 minutes later she was gone
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few days days before
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we were told
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she was not going to die
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but i knew
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she was
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and then i stood there
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and the nurse said
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your mother want in peace
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and she is a girl now
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so i left
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and walked into the parking lot
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and then i felt funny
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and i heard birds singing
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i never hear birds sing at night
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and i got in my car
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and a song came on
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Mona Lisa (weird cause i never listen to dumb radio stations)
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mom used to sing
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Mona Lisa to me
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all of the time
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because when i was 15 my face was paralyzed (it isn't anymore btw)
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then i cried
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and said
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mama
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i love you
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and things hurt so much
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and all i want is to be satisfied
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mama
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will you look after me
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then
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another song came on
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right after the first
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Simple Man
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and in the song
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a mother tells her child
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alll i want is for you to be satisfied
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i went home
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and began to clean
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do not ask me why
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and i found
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a brochure
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of jw stuff
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so i went to throw them away
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and one
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flew out
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you see
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after mom died
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dad told me
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that when he sees her again
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they will be so younger
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and they will run through a field of wild flowers
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and that mom told him this that morning
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the brochure
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was a jw brochure
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and the picture
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landed so perfectly straight
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the picture
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was a young boy
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and a young girl
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running through a field of wild flowers
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then
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a week later
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i was having dinner with a friend
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and i said
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my mom is here
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right now
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with me
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a man got up
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and went to a juke box
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i watched hima
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don't ask why
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he played 2 songs
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Mona Lisa
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and Simple Man
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now
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call em a lair
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call me crazy
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i dont' care
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i know what i saw
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what i heard
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and how i felt
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and i promise you this
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i am shaking right now
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because
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i cannot believe this myself
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but
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it is true
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and there is life after death
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mamma showed me there is
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now u tell me
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if this
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is all coincidence
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or ifamanda says:
it was
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something beyond sight
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the way you feel when you love --
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an energy that cannot be proven
Edited by - MrMoe on 4 August 2002 2:21:50
