I presented myself to the DO recently at a circuit assembly. I told him that I've been inactive for a year now but that I'm still praying for an answer to a problem. Jehovah has not answered my prayers and I can't find any reason to tell my neighbors about Him. I'm in a real personal crisis. I get to almost all of the meetings but they seem less and less relevant.
he says,,"The GB has really been emphasizing how simple it really is. Just do the truth and everything will fit together."
i said that it really is NOT that simple because that's what I had been doing when I realized that something was wrong.
The assembly is no place for a deep discussion of doctrine and I said that I really have no problem with the WT interpretation of scripture, so I could sense that he was concluding that I must have some seriously dark side which prevents the flow of Jehovah's Holy Spirit.
that may actually be my answer! I have realized that ALL religions attempt to demonstrate that God is on their side, using short stories and legends to prove that it's true. My life has not been anything super-special. THAT'S my dark side! I was thinking again!
i almost envy how simple it is for these people.
...OUTLAW