raised a witness since 9 yrs old...molested at 9 by "brother" who brought my parents in...father was elder until his death in '89; mom attended meetings sporadically until her stroke; two brother, younger. Youngest one still in "truth", a mins. servant, other brother not in and very bitter toward witnesses. I drifted away when daughter was 4 yrs old because of the blood issue...knew I would not withhold whatever it took to keep her alive. Felt guilt because I couldn't be good enough to be witness; just discovered what a load of crap it was just this last year.