my mum became a witness when i was about 6 and i have been going to meetings since then. was baptized in 1999 and then everything started going wrong and i kinda became cold towards the truth. i am originally from kenya and i am now in the u s a. i heard that the witnesses here are more liberal and understanding as compared to back home and im hoping to somehow see for myself and make new friends in the truth her and hopefully get myself back on track. i am pathetic at doing the right things in jehovahs eyes and i seem to do everything opposite. i am just confused i guess but i should be ok.