My mother found the so called "Truth" when I was at the thresh-hold of my teen years.Since I missed the normal growing up passages such as school functions and dances~I found other amusing ways to fullfill my needs.I rebelled.I was disfellowshipped twice.Once for fornication and once for adultry.I have had a non caring ~whatever~ attitude for most of my life.I am now awakened and know I am too good a person to die at a so-called armageddon.My Mother insists I am lost,not to be found.The "truths"are hidden from me.I am in the dead-zone.She says we are in for the shock of our lives.I tell her in light of past aggressions on the part of the WT society with the Silent Lambs,the library card,the blood issue and other behind the borg wall issues she may be the one that is shocked. The truth shall set ME free.