I was a very devoted JW since 1973. I have pioneered for a few years, and was married to an elder. I always knew something was wrong. When they changed the typical/antitypical I was devastated. I thought I would research 1914 on my own just to build up my faith that was shaken. I am sure you know the rest of the story! So glad to be out. My husband also left and all of our children. We are finally free!