-conditioned from my very first day in this world into fear, agony and guilt -survived my creepy, crazy and broken family -somehow managed to take the guts and say goodbye to my congregation at the age of 14 -living a surpsingly normal live now (not divorced, not ill, 2 kids, dont smoke, dont drink, dont fornicate) - How can I manage that without Jehovas one and only superstar organization? How???? :-)