@Earnest
I think I'm not contradicting myself. Is it too much feeling sad and disillusioned because my mother-in-law doesn't care about the reasons I left? I know it's all about indoctrination. But when she and her daughter showed me "the truth" and it ruined my life and hurt my parents she liked that I heard her. I know that's what indoctrination makes to people: it blinds them! But I think it would be polite of her to show that she cares.