You are going through a tough time.
Finding out TTATT is hard for all JW.
Being marked by elders is not a bad thing.
It’s only bad if you believe that they have ‘the truth’ and it is in fact Jehovah who is marking you.
Bud since you found out TTATT….
It’s not clear to me if you are the cause of your ex-girlfriend’s pregnancy.
But if you are, take your responsibility….don’t run.
You say you don’t have anything to lose.
In that case it can only get better.
You say you don’t have real friends.
You cannot lose what you don’t have.
Why blaming God?
Did he give you the speeding ticket?
Did he make your ex-girlfriend pregnant?
Did he make you lose your job?
Did he “mark” you?
Don’t get bitter and don’t blame anyone else.
Don’t live in the past and neither in the future.
Don’t let the past ruin today.
Don’t let fear for the future ruin today.
I was “in the truth” for 38 years before I found out TTATT and lost everything.
Yes you have to start over again….so what?
Instead of putting the “kingdom interests first” you can now put your own interests first.
One Day Ill Be Free…….TODAY you can be free.
Greetings from Holland ( 11:55 AM )