I am not JW. I was deeply in love with a divorced JW. We were engaged for one day - until her brother found out - turned he is - and then she thanked my for f'ing up her entire life. How does that happen? I watched the Watchtower kill her (mind and spirit). I have spend years reading and researching religions to find my own path. I took an interest in the history of the WT/JW. I know not how far down the rabbit hole I have traveled I see so many people trapped in a cult as an emotional hostage. It is unbelievable.