soon to be 65, 1st third of my life - not a witness, 2nd third - full fledged, 3rd third - non ... i live in Seattle, married, outside the organization, but not shunned..I feel no regrets about that time ( aside from any of the tiny things we do that come back to haunt us ) because I was growing, learning, and yes I was disappointed and simply amazed at the unraveling of my belief structure. Fooled by co-incidence as so many before, and so many to follow. At least now I understand the Bible a little better, and am still growing, still wondering about my final third...