I was raised as a witness. My parents started studying when I was six months old. I am now 60, no degree and not tied to the org anymore? Many things that I learned will always be with me. Also some things that I wish I could forget, continue to haunt me? As a teenager I was disfellowshipped and have many dificulties due to my time with the society. I am not an avid hater but am very concerned about the changes and problems that have come out recently.