...i lay on my back, gazing out of the window, and stare into the sky.
many things wander through my mind, and i can´t find my piece of mind. things like "who am i, what am i, where did all this come from, why is the moon shining on my face, why did god do all the things, and why are things the way they appear?"
then i ask myself: what about all the religions in the world, whats all this confusing stuff the wts teaches (prophecy, blood doctrine), and all the thing the bible doesn´t teach?
on the other hand i´m very glad to be a part of his creation and to be alive. but then i ask myself, why all this senseless suffering everywhere, and why is the god of the old testament different from the new one? why did he turn from a wrathfull god who destroyed all typs of humans, into a kind, forgiving righteous god?
it bugs me every day of my life!