Well here I am what do i say? A 53 year old mother, grandmother and over all I think a very good person. Living with the stigma of being a disfellowshiped J.W. . I am a twin of which the other one still believes . Not that she is in good standing if she would let them know but who lives two lives. I started over raising a family at 48 . We were blessed to have are son come to us when he was 16 weeks old and he is 5 now. He is autistic and has mid c.p. .He has taught us more about life then any organization or person could in his short life. I was raised a catholic and seen the stupidity early on. Found my self searching for the answers in my early 20s.Thought i had found it and to make a long story short (I DIDN"T). The long lasting affects of my association with this organization is unbelievable. Well i could go on for a long a time ,but that is the short of it.