BrokenHearted63
JoinedI am in need...searching for some peace...some kind of genuine connection with others like me...free from judgements and miscomprehensions...assumptions and misgivings...because I don't know how I feel about it all. Was I brainwashed from infancy? I don't want to ever be preached to ever again....told what god thinks of me....I don't know what to believe or how to process my life's experiences...I don't know how to make peace with the pain and suffering and confusion and disappointment...my failures as a wife and mother as part of the organization and now not part of the organization...on the verge of a second divorce to the same man...two nearly grown children conflicted in their own right because of the way we tried to raise them as witnesses, denying them the true level of individuality that is their birthright. Is this the place for me? And how will I know?