I was raised a JW. Left @ age 18 yrs. Returned @ 26 yrs. Found out it was not the "Truth" at age 30...had a 2 years of shock, anger and confusion...then a couple of years of finding myself and finding Jesus. Don't think that I'm a fanatic...because I'm far from it. But really enjoy the freedom of exploring life without any limitations (I'm always open to new experience...because we change as we learn).